>be angry because of caring too much about everything
>this is not a way to live
>decide to stop caring
>nothing intrigues me anymore
>everything is literally meaningless
Did I fuck up?
find a middle ground between them.
like only care about the things that really matters to you.
Okay, you tried 2 extremes and they didn't work. Now look for a middle ground. Nothing's black or white
>>18127806
Nope, it is called being 'edgy'. The vast majority grow out of it, very rare cases would be those 50 year old punks or hippies who still dress and act the part, and never really get their lives in order.
>>18127806
Possibly...define nothing...go play some pokemon and go on some sort of adventure, draw
Explore the beauties of a false reality, they may influence the real world and you may find yourself doing something great