How do I stop being a fucking faggot? I keep getting signs from girls but never act on them, most of the time because they are either in my stupid ass classes or because we have mutual friends, and don't want to fuck anything up/make anything awkward. I also convince myself "no they're just being nice" but in hindsight it is always completely obvious it was more than that
But even AFTER I know this, I still justify to myself not doing anything about it, because "might have gotten laughed at/made fun of/looked desperate" "what if i was wrong" (even though i know im not) "might make things awkward theyre in my class/have mutual friends/whatever"
i just never do shit and regret it while making that kind of bullshit up about it
Have a shot at a girl you'll never meet again afterwards, this could be various situations. It's way easier because if you fuck up, at least you won't see them again ever. Then when you've built some confidence you can return to this scenario
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i go to a small college which contributes to this, i think only 2k people or so... so everyone basically at least "knows" everyone even barely
also it is so bad that one time i literally made a fucking girl, who i had a crush on, who also had a crush on me cry because i was an asshole to her to make her stop trying
then after a while she says hi to me in a hallway all cheerfully and i just say hey and keep walking