I'm an emotionally stunted manbaby with no self-control or ambition. I'm obsessed with instant gratification. I'm also socially autistic and don't know how to present myself or function normally around new people. I'm not nearly as intelligent as I'd like to be and I cannot articulate my thoughts nearly as well as I'd like to in conversation.
You also seem to have trouble asking for advice and instead just state things about yourself that you don't like
>start lifting
>start meditating
>set some realistically reachable goals and work towards them
>the only way to get better at talking to people is to talk to people
>>18126515
Are you me?
>>18126515
/b/ in a nutshell