What do you do when, unlike normies, your depression is not caused by traumatizing events, personal loss, etc. But an inevitably logical outcome because you're utterly aware of the meaninglessness of life and are not idealistic/pious/don't want to reproduce? I imagine such people go through life feeling increasingly jaded and alienated from the endless search for purpose until they die. Is there even a way to go against your nature as a cynic and experience the childhood mindset again?
>>18125225
Blotter paper helps.
Erowid experience reports.
>>18125225
So you're basically asking what do you do when your depression is caused by being a giant faggot?
Get off the internet and find hobby other than stroking your dick with a bunch of edgy teenage faux-nihilists.
>>18125225
/r/nhilism