Since 10 years ago i feel like i lost my personality, and since

I have the same problem and I'm eventually going to experiment with drugs while at parties or social places which might bring out a personality that I didn't know that I have and I would try to replicate it while sober.

Maybe this could help you out as well.

Granted, my problem might have more to do with being introverted than awkward

>>18124446

Yeah i'm an introvert too, but i can't seem to make any connections whatsoever.

Even some introverts i know have a small circle of friends and do shit from time to time, i'm 6 months without leaving home for anything other than college or groceries.

It's like i'm out of touch. When i get the chance to talk to people it just doesn't go anywhere.

And honestly, i have no idea where to go from here.

I've been advised to ask people's questions and listen, just try with small talk and go up from there, being more open and all, but right at the beginning people act completely desinterested so i'm dead on arrival basically, cause i can't go anywhere from this.

Fuck...this is annoying...

Try having ASPD and living wth it. I was on the mental road to being an antisocial piece of shit since I was 15.

Now I have a girlfriend with no other friends because I'm manipulative and argumentative. Kinda put me into an occupational hole as well.

Just waiting to die at this point.

a feel the same, i haven´t talk to someone in a long time, It´s like i have forgotten how to talk to people

In a similar boat. After dating a girl for 2 years, and almost SOLELY hanging out with her, and her only, I forgot how to socialize with my guy friends. I was so used to just sitting around smoking weed and watching TV, that i literally forgot how to be funny and myself.

It's slowly coming back now that i dumped her and quit smoking weed.

>>18124629
where do you go to college lmao you sound like my roommate

>>18124415

people don't lose their personality.

they lose the stereotype that they forced themselves to stick to.

>>18124941

Mine doesn't have dorms, so most likely not your friend.

>>18125100

It was just a way of saying it, because when i was a kid it wasn't like that. Now i just can't do it.

>>18124415
Loliness kills me too. I want to kill my degenerate self

>>18125629
oh no don't misunderstand you aren't my friend i was going to ask ur loser ass to clean the toilet and move out