So I've missed 4 deadlines in my uni and have 5th on the way to fuck my grades up. I guess I can still send the shit I wrote and get some marks, albeit lower, but here's a thing.
I CAN'T DO SHIT. Seriously, every fucking time I want to start doing something useful, I just start thinking "well after this one I'll start writing" and then wind up not doing shit. Another thing is, since I live far away from my university, I'm often getting there late. I've started not visiting university because I'm scared to show up, even though I know most of them don't mind it and I lose more by not showing up. Also I've stopped visiting subjects where I've missed deadlines, and that fucks up my grades even more.
So the question is, how do I salvage my grades and motivate myself to continue not fucking up in the future? I can't take a gap year or drop out because I'll get conscripted, and that's not what I want.
How do I make it STOP, guys?
>>18124030
bump, I have pretty much the same problem
There is no such thing as motivation. Just discipline. You dont have to want to do it. You just need to do it. The world doesn't care about your feelings, if you want to graduate you need to put in the work, the world only care about results. Put your fears and insecurity aside and just do the damn assignments. They don't have to be perfect, just good enough to pass.
>>18124070
Right, I get it, I just can't bring myself to start writing, how do I discipline myself?
>>18124030
Sounds like depprestion.
>>18124133
Discipline is a muscle, you have to work it.
Get a calender and at the beginning of every week fill in the days with things you need to do. If you can do this you'll find out that you've developed discipline and can start carrying it over into other things in your life. Just gotta do it.