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/adv, help me.
I'm 18, male, and I feel like dying. Constantly.
Why?
I have a family, I go to a private school, I have friends(the I'm your friend because I see you 5 times a week in school) and none of that matters, I feel constantly depressed and like shit.
I think it all went to shit back about 3 years ago. I just started to constantly feel worse with myself.
Now in January it got way, way worse.
I told this girl I love her and she rejected and that just fucked me up. Some time later on she told my friend she feels like an idiot for that and that's the reason why she keeps on looking at me.
Another thing is I feel constantly like shit. I started walking daily(sometimes running, depends on the weather and how wet the ground is) with my dog and that doesn't help. Lost some weight but that doesn't help at all.
It seems the better day I have the more I think about suicide(I'm too pussy to an hero).
I sometimes have days when I feel really motivated and people have said they notice that about me).
What's wrong with me?
Oh, maybe that might change something about that girl stuff- I had a gf(I was twelve, don't know if that counts) and almost had a crack at losing my V but didn't do it(will try again next holidays that I'll have)
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shit made a mistake
(the "I'm your friend because I see you 5 imes a week" type of friends)
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Get a therapist, this shit will change when you sort your shit out and grow as a person.
Been there, done that. It really does get better.
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>>18121526
When will it get better?
Thanks, do you think a school pedagogue would fit?
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oh, and in response to that anon that told me to get a therapist, my parents are fucking immature cretins that don't believe in such things. Can I seek counsel somewhere for free?
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>>18121535
This should be a good start. But keep in mind that if you don't feel more sorted out at all, going to someone else should be your next step.
Maybe just tell them exactly like you've written here. I know it's hard and some people don't feel this way, so it might feel like you're alone in this. But you're not.
I can't tell you when it will get better, because this depends on a lot of factors, but believe me it does.
Honest opinion, I think with more complex people this is all a part of growing up and overall maturing. Keep your head up, one day you'll look back and be proud of yourself that you overcame this and managed to sort it all out.
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>>18121556
Thank you very much. Honestly feels rough right now.
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>>18121518
You seem lonely. It seems to me like you lost the option to seriously talk to people and now you miss it. Maybe try searching for someone that you can talk to more deeply.
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>>18121581
That's also something I thought about. I can't make friends. I get told I'm an arsehole and that I'm not too good of a person by lots of people and when I listen to that the will to socialise kind of fades away.
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Any ways I can change personality wise?
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Do you watch porn?
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>>18122105
I try not to
Also trying no fap or at least once a week, why
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