So here's the deal. >Undisclosed family member's

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So here's the deal.
>Undisclosed family member's fiancee and I fooled around a few times.
>We end up falling in live over the course of two years
>She loves me and him.
>We have to hide everything and it's hard to have a romantic or even somewhat intimate life because we all live together
>She can't balance both of us daily
>I'm deeply in love with her, want a kid, secretly wish I could have her to myself, although I know it'll never happen
>she'll always love him more
>I'm alone otherwise, I feel bitter and jaded
>Can't live this way forever, it's not healthy
>What do?

It's weird and shitty and wrong but what do I do?