I'm seeing this chick from tinder. At first I thought she'd be a sleazy easy bang, she's a fast girl desu, but I caught some feelings even tho she's one of those pilled up depressed lowkey crazy (tho I've only heard stories not seen that side) chicks.
Went to her 18th birthday today, (17 is legal in my state) and I thought I'd be the coolest, oldest one there. I was the oldest, but all her friends (who I think are no more than a year younger than her) were all hyper and just off the walls in a way that not even i, a pretty social guy, could keep up with, I guess it just isnt my style. Like, there was this one little gremlin sized black girl who was just all over the other girls (not in a cool twerk way, in a 'trying to push me over so she could sit between me and the chick way'). I was also one of two dudes at the party
I was trying to play it cool because me and the girl aren't that serious and we're actually looking for a chick for a threesome, and her friends (my first time meeting them) are HOT little bitches, like damn. So I was telling her I thought one of her friends was cute (in any other scenario this would be bad, but I thought this chick was like not attached and wouldn't care)
Well, I couldn't help but get the vibe something was wrong. I tried to fit in with her friends, but I ended up mostly chilling with her sister's friends who were fucking around with a piano and not acting like fucking 13 year olds. I think maybe she wanted me to orbit her more and act like a bf? Or maybe she didn't, but didnt want to hear about her friends being cute (even tho I made sure to joke with her about how she's the best looking girl in here)
And the worst part is because I caught feelings I'm sitting here feeling shitty (and horny lol) over this and I don't wanna seem like the more attached one, and I really want her to message me because i know she was kinda sad/mad and I dont know why, and I want to vent to her.
How old are you?
>>18120201
And you're surprised that you don't fit in with people who are basically 4 years younger than you?
>>18120212
It's not that outrageous, when I was in high school, as a senior, we had kids in our group that were 22 and such, and we never thought anything of it until we wanted alcohol. But yeah, it comes down more to clique and vibe and maturity than that