I don't like bitchin but I just wanna vent and ask your advice, i'll keep it short:
TLDR: Asian girl who is the only person I've ever really wanted to be with is in a relationship
Im 20, shes 21, we met when i was 16 and she was 17, from San francisco.
I met this girl in science club after school, we get on so well it's insane. everytime we hang out its like its perfect. i dont have to try. Im thinking this girl is someone who I could spend my life with, which i know sounds fucking insane but I can't explain it. Then she gets a bf. This is maybe 2 months after we just met. Hes better looking, and from Burbank, so its pretty far, but they're making it work. Im also at uni, maybe an hour away from home. But when I saw her when we got back for holidays my heart just sank, and it sinks whenever i think of her. I know you guys have been in this position. What do I do? Cut off ties? Or just live with the fact i fucked up.
>image kinda related, but i never use it so eh.
I was similarly upset for about 6-12 months, quite extreme. We almost didn't communicate at all for at least 6 months due to natural reasons (busy or whatever). I found another girl who seemed much nicer, still with her. The first girls back around now and I'm completely over her, we chat as good friends and pwn nubs on steam sometimes.
Sounds like you got cucked OP but if shes keeping you around as a backup like that theres still hope if he fucks it up. If you have loose morals you could always stalk him and fuck his shit up like planting CP on his phone or something kek