Hi /adv/, It's depressed older-virgin story time, so strap

>>18118052
the feels with this one
I'm sort of in the same boat only I didn't work as hard in college. I was just not into parties and had a stem major with 0 grills in it.

>Did I waste the best years
of my life
You wasted the best years of your sexual virility where its expected that you're going to be lame in bed, now if you have sex you're probably going to be a major disappointment (is what I've gathered)
>Should I feel ashamed of myself?
you should be your own fucking man, and determine that for yourself
>Is there a way for me to feel fulfilled at point in my life?
Not with a career that you don't give a shit about or can have fun at/with.

The only reason to have a high paying college stem job is if you're one of the 1% of society that ACTUALLY find it interesting rather than just doing it because it provides a high paying career and learning it came easy to you.
Without a wife and family your days are going to be going to work for 8 hours putting up with tasks given to you by people who majored in liberal arts (unless you do research with grants or something), speaking to the same 4 or 5 people every day, going home, putting on hulu/netflix and zoning out until its time to go to bed. Its what happened to me, and its a really shitty existence.

> and there is really no point in starting now?
lots of people find their groove well into their 40's and some even later in life, maybe not with women but with something that makes their life feel worthwhile and interesting

That said finding a nawalt wife isn't impossible, just really friggen difficult. Please don't settle for a roastie, she's just going to divorce you later and all your hard work will be even more meaningless than it already is. At least the way things are going you can save a shit load in a betterment account and retire early.

>>18118092
Thanks for the reply.

>going to work for 8 hours putting up with tasks given to you by people who majored in liberal arts (unless you do research with grants or something), speaking to the same 4 or 5 people every day, going home, putting on hulu/netflix and zoning out until its time to go to bed

My life is like that for right now, I do truly find science interesting, and even if I don't have a family I think that keeping current with my field, going to conferences, and just absorbing all of the cool shit that will be invented and that will happen in the world will keep me interested enough in life. I'm not going to play the Wake up->work->netflix->bed->repeat thing after graduate school when I have greater control over my life.

> only 2 years to go until you obtain ultimate power
> still bitching cuz a grill never touched your peepee
What the fuck man?

>>18118124
I hope that it works out for you, the daily grind of 8hrs/day at a corporation drained any and all motivation for my field from me. I'm thinking of a career change to a less well paying career that I MIGHT enjoy more, but am having a hard time saying goodbye to a 100k salary.

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i'm 21 and lost my virginity yesterday feelsgoodfam.jpg

im pretty sure theres brothels outside vegas.
im 25 and kissless. if it bothered me i would try to fix it by talking to girls. youre not a loser, a hooker would probably be lucky to get you as a customer. youre 28. its not like youre their dads age.

I'm a 24 year old kissless virgin. But recently I realized that I've never wanted to have sex. I know it sounds like I'm just making an excuse but I think that if I ever got to have sex with anyone I would not enjoy it. I have wanted and still want a girlfriend I think but the fact that I won't like sex gets in the way of me making any effort.

>I don't have
a very good body
You mean just normal or you still look like a lazy piece of shit? Anyway, why won't you hit the gym? As long as you're white and not ugly, having a good body will help you a fuck lot.

>>18118092
Nah, bullshit. You "wasted" time, but it's not too late or anything.
went from kissless, a first relation with a frigid girl to a near nympho in 6 month, and i'm 26.

Dick didn't work because of anxiety/toomuchporn, had to do everything by hand and tongue, and she was amazed at the attention I had for her.
The fact that I was truly looking to make her feel good rather than "have a good time" was something rare for her, and did a great impression.
She had 2 orgasm the day I came in her house, and 4 on mine.
As it was my hand rather than my dick that was in her pussy, I felt that pretty well.
My dick is slowly getting working again, and then she will pay me back with interest.

I won't say that sex is meaningless, or overated but it should not be something that you should feel you Need to do to be a man.
Relationship on the other hand, is vital for sanity. But never forget that they all have a painful end.

And that party girls are party girls. You are not a party boy. find someone that you can connect to. interest, way of life, all that shit.