18 y/o straight cis hetero male here. I have a really weird problem that I have yet to find in anyone else. Gotta preface this by saying that I'm not misogynistic, homophobic, etc. Great start, right?
Essentially, I feel...cucked(?) by lesbians. It's a conjunction of being pretty sexual, having a lesbian fetish, and being unable to be a part of lesbian sex without it not being lesbian sex anymore because I am now a part of it.
This is really stupid baggage on my part and it kinda makes me feel like a piece of shit because I imagine that most lesbians would resent this sentiment, being fetishized by that weird nerdy dude. I feel like I'm harboring some deep shit that has yet to come to light, but it might just be a conjunction of the aforementioned issues plus my loneliness/thirstiness.
Weirdly enough, once I get to know a lesbian or bi chick, this dumb shit is shut off for me. Steven Universe, Princess Bubblegum, friends IRL, etc. Doesn't mess with me at all. But seeing two dyke-lloking girls holding hands in public? Hits me right in the feels/dick.
Anybody relate to this, either exactly or have a similar issue? Sorry to any LGBTQ ladies that I may have weirded out/pissed off with this little rant. I hate it just as much as you might. ;-;
>inb4 numale libcuck
You got some issues, man.
SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANYONE WITH THAT SENTENCE IM NOT JUDGING YOU IF YOU HAVE ISSUES ISSUES ARE BEAUTIFUL AND I DIDNT MEAN TO MISGENDER YOU IF YOURE NOT A MAN.
ffs
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I mean, I don't expect I'll actually set too many people off. It's just been stewing for so long that I've gotten kind of self-conscious about it.
People tend to be most critical of the flaws they see in themselves and hate and all.