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So when I was little my mom's friend visited and stayed at our house for awhile. I was like 6-7 years of old. Once afternoon when he got back to my house my sister and I was playing in our room. He went in and as he were a bit tipsy he freaked us out, my sister ran out of the room but I didn't make it. He held my hands and pulled me back to the bed and kinda on top of me. After tried to escape for awhile I succeeded. The only most thing he did was sniffed my face and neck. But after this I changed. I act like a boy and also dressed like one.
The problem is as growing up I always have the fear of getting raped by men, but also turned on by that, the fear when a guy approached me, hold me down or such gives me orsgam. I would imagine some men on top of me and keep doing the things that that guy wouldn't finish. Is this normal? Should I seek for a therapist?
I also started to wonder my sexuality. Am I one of those Masochist.
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>>18114800
its normal in the sense that a lot of people end up with fetishes and sexual tendencies based on what they go through as a kid, many with identical experiences to you.
talk to almost any other woman you know and they'll have a worse sexual abuse story than you
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>>18114808
The problem is I don't remember. It was what I wanted to tell myself the whole time, that sniffed and kind of touching me was the only thing that he done.
I thought about hypnotic to find out what happened.
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