Who here /inherently creepy/? >get scared looks from strangers

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Who here /inherently creepy/?

>get scared looks from strangers -- mostly women
>cashiers and service workers try their hardest to avoid eye contact
>people always avoid the empty seat next to you on the bus or train
>if a passerby does make eye contact with you, they turn around and walk away fast
>professors, employers, or coworkers talk to literally everyone but you, especially in your presence, and avoid acknowledging you
>bar patrons, even bartenders, go out of their way to ignore you
>catch people constantly looking at you in fear, and they oft pretend they weren't
>the few times you do say something, everyone just blankly nods in your direction, and go back to talking like you're not even there
>the only time people acknowledge your presence is when you're alone and crying, and then it's just to avoid being in the same room as you

It's been like this since I was six. Even in preschool, I was treated by the staff like I was unpleasant being within the same presence. And on here, anything resembling creepiness is taken as if you're ought to be shot and disemboweled in front a live audience. Especially as I'm approaching my forties. So, what's the best caliber bullet to put in my temple?