I have discovered I am a cheater. I cheated once on my ex-girlfriend

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I have discovered I am a cheater.
I cheated once on my ex-girlfriend and I never ever felt guilt or anything. It was just what it was and my ex frustrated me sexually.
And now that I with the woman of my life, knowing I'll be with only one woman for the rest of my life, I'm thinking about cheating seriously. And I have the occasion.
And I know from the past it would be for me a total different thing than with my partner, and that it wouldn't hurt our relationship, maybe just make it even better, (if she never find out) because it's 2 different things, one long term with amazing sex and emotional stability, the other for the rush of it at the beginning of a relationship. At least for me. I think of both ladies with a lot of passion and one doesn't cloud the other.

I'm on the edge of doing it... what do you think of all this? thanks