My dad died of cancer like 10 years ago.
I constantly feel paranoid about getting cancer and just having a countdown on my life. I'm 19 and I feel I have so much future ahead of me, that the thought of dying slowly but surely it's a constant fear of me.
Feeling down some day? Maybe i have cancer.
Stomach hurts. Am I fucking dead?
Hangover? This is it, it's all over.
How can I be sure I'm not developing something and I'm a walking corpse right now? The thought of death is becoming more and more common right now. Constantly in the back of my head, it's physically and emotionally tiring. I feel aloof most of the time and my ties to the present world and people around me seem to fade away more and more
>>18102011
Have you tried a therapy?
>>18102039
Nope, my family doesn't believes in psychologists. They all have severe issues though, the only normal person seems to be my middle sister.
bump for help
>>18102050
You're a fucking adult, you can make your own decisions now. Get a job and pay for it yourself
You're a hypochondriac. See a therapist, find something that soothes anxiety. I can't promise you that the thoughts will stop for good (understand, we're talking about a mental illness) but they can be managed
Source: hypochondriac