I'm a 20 year old virgin. I basically never kissed or had

Well OP maybe you subconsciously realized that you want a real relationship with a deep meaningful connection that would give you a lifetime of happiness and random hookups are meaningless and you don't want them.

But more likely you where just nervous.

>>18101775
I actually wasn't THAT attracted to her, I mean yeah she was hot, like 8/10, but it just felt like something was missing. IDK. I managed to get hard a number of times, but not when she was touching my benis

>>18101766
Quit watching porn. Severely minimizw the number of times you masturbate. Never death grip.

Yeah it's probably because you masturbate to porn too much. Common cause.

Usually when someone is nervous, they're just not happy with the situation or the person. Doesn't matter how attractive the person is. You may just hate the experience all together and if you're like me, you get a sort of gut draining feeling, like energy is being sapped out of you or someone is flushing it out.

Make sure you love the girl first, if you love her, you will probably have the opposite problem, wont be able to keep it down.

>>18101775
Shut up

It's the nerves, it happens to a lot of guys the first time they try to have sex. It will be fine bro.

>>18101779
Probably because you can only get hard if you stimulate yourself.

>>18101766
It was because you were nervous. Watch porn together...problem solved.