I don't know if this is advice, if I need help or what.

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I don't know if this is advice, if I need help or what. But here goes.

Sometimes I feel like people support other people or tell them to live better, not kill themselves, eat healthier etc. purely as a selfish thing. On a societal level it makes sense to not encourage people who might be productive members to do things that would make them less productive (like be dead). This also goes for things like civic things like soda taxes, cigarette bans etc.

This makes me feel like being unproductive and unhelpful out of spite. Like, if someone told me to eat healthily/somehow made me live more healthily against my will, I would want to cancel out their efforts by being antiproductive. Purely out of spite.

This applies to other things as well, less major stuff. When playing games with friends, sometimes they'll say not to do something so I'll do it and ruin what we were working on. (I also feel like if I were doing something with a bunch of randoms who were uninvested with me I would be less likely to do it this)

Is there something wrong with me? Or am I just a dickhead?