>be balding at 20 >getting much worse >never had a gf,

also i'm pretty sure i'm a really sensitive person with a very overactive amygdala so the emotional lows i experience are incredibly painful (and vice versa for emotional highs). i have more difficulty regulating emotions than the average person and dealing with my strong emotions is just doesn't feel worth it anymore

>>18099384
source of the pic please ?

>>18099384
you seem to have a nice mother, you have that going for you. Try meditating and go see a therapist, your fear of them finding you pathetic is only in your head.

Also you gotta strive to try and do stuff. Do you have any hobby ? You're in a rough spot but you have to stand tall

Propecia

Okay man stop with the diagnosing shit. You feel like crap because you're in a crappy situation. There's nothing stimulating in your life, you look in the mirror and see a pretty bland guy and you've let your body go to shit.

Welcome to adult hood man, no longer do you have that teen metabolism and hair. If you want to be good you have to work at it.

1. Shave your head. There is no point holding onto scraps, no man has ever look good with them. You either live with shitty hair or a clean dome.

2.Start exercising. Walk around the block every morning. Walk to different places to change things up, that's all.

3.Develop a skill. Maybe it's dancing, art, different language or something academic. Just start working on it, keep your goals small at first.

4.Get a diary. Track everyday and write down what was different that day, or what you noticed.

I don't understand why guys aren't taught about Propecia as teenagers.

I feel you, but
>because i feel like the (female) psych/therapists will just see me as a subhuman for having such an odd and rare condition that makes me look disgusting and off-putting and also instinctively finding me extra disgusting for being so pathetic that i am severely depressed over it
Now this is just silly! First off, it's not a 'rare condition'. AT ALL. It's very common and feeling depressed about it is extremely common in men too.
You should just talk to your therapist and if by some off chance she doesn't treat you seriously, find another.

Also, your mother is kinda right. I know it doesn't help you and it feels you're not understood, but you really don't need a goddamn gf to be happy. You shouldn't feel guilty about your feelings though!

Thirdly, do research Propecia. It makes your libido plummet though.
t. taker

>>18099430
It never affected my libido

I take it and I fap twice a day

I wish it did make my libido plummet to be honest, I don't understand why other guys want to be so horny