I've isolated myself from other women ever since my ex l

File: 2017-03-03-10-05-26--1467951826.jpg (5KB, 284x177px) Image search: [Google]

5KB, 284x177px

Took this 4-5 times. It helped. After 5 years of going insane.

>>18096843
Nice. I started taking Citalopram 2 days ago, we'll see what it does.

Did you wait and suffer for 5 years before starting medicine?

What happened exactly?

>>18096850
Ex left in 2008, met her here on 4chan and DeviantArt, long distance, crazy attraction, extremely compatible. The very few things we didn't have in common destroyed us eventually, she leaves, I lose my mind, and basically become a dark room only child shut in neet with major depression. 2 years go by, wanted to move on desperately, friend comes over and gives me head, i have a mental breakdown, months go by, we try again, had another mental breakdown.. I was absolutely not over my ex, and desperate, but despration destroyed me. by the time i felt strong enough to move on, the girl ends up getting fucked by some other guy. And all a while I thought I was over my ex but I basically found myself screaming at walls and hating everything she did, hating myself for loving her, frustration, hair loss, health deterioration, shit job to boot..

came to a point where I found myself painting the walls in our house and I would just feel like absolute shit as night time approached.. i couldn't take it anymore. Went to an emergency room anr waited like 8 hours for a prescription of celexa.

yup.

>>18096869
Huh. So you started Celexa on 2013 and for how long did you have to take them?

How do you feel compared to your insane state?

>>18096875
I only had to take it 4-5 times, literaly 4-5 pills to feel a difference. From there I simply went on with my life, anything but the way I felt would have been better. So maybe I just left off at a really low point not realizing it.. my life is pretty boring to begin with, lonely, no friends, just an old lady with cancer who hangs out with me now and then.

A part of me feels like I could use a stimulant of some kind, something to motivate me a bit.