I just mixed painkillers and a bit of whisky, not much, just

Don't do it. Your life is worth saving. I know life seems like it sucks right now, but I promise you there are beautiful things in every day. Happy moments that you're missing. People that love you, that you just can't seem to notice. Everything will be ok. Don't end your life. Live it to its fullest.

Tbh I feel suicidal at least every two months. What always helps me is long walks alone in the woods. You realize all of your problems are made up. If you have food and water in the woods nothing else matters.

Walking alone in the woods gives clarity, if you still feel suicidal after that you will at least have more resolve, but I doubt you'll want to once you gain some perspective

Christ, are you me?
I'm sorry you're struggling, Anon.

Your reluctance shows that you actually want to live.

>>18096057
I can't, I'm poor, I work a shit job, my girlfriend every so often decides to emotionally destroy me because she always overthinks our relationship, and wants all this shit that won't make either of us happy.
>>18096063
The only thing that stops me is the ability to get high off painkillers, the fear of death, and an uncanny ability to distract myself heavily with drawing porn, masturbation and video games. I'm so dead inside I don't derive pleasure from anything anymore, its all just a meaningless distraction.
>>18096253
Its fear, I don't want to live, I'm afraid of whats beyond life... if its just harder life... or nothingness. I can handle nothingness.

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>>18095943
Burn, you fucking heretic.