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How do you get up in the morning? I'm 24 years old, a white straight male, and I have nothing to show for it. I have shitty chalky teeth so no amount of brushing will help the way my teeth make me look like a hill billy which I can in no way afford to fix even with insurance. Everywhere I go I'm told my opinion is the least important, my welfare is the least important, and sometimes that I'm to blame not only for my place in society right now but others fates too. I believe them. How can anyone wanna live a life where a lot of your paycheck goes to maintaining keeping a job with a car and maintaining health that only deteriorates at said job? How could anyone wanna bring another human being into this world where it's constant worrying about an unexpected bill that will put you in debt? Did the Jewish propaganda work? Is this what they wanted? A demoralized human being who can't find a reason to live other than escapism at the end of the day?! Is suicide the ultimate red pill? How the fuck do people in shittier situations than I, like those fucks in Africa who gotta worry about everything killing them constantly, how do they get up in the morning and keep going? I've never felt so insignificant to the grand scheme of things. If I died it would only sadden people. In the long run it would actually benefit my family. I've had to fall back onto them so many times and my pride has tortured me so I may have to resort to being a welfare queen. Tell me, how do you find drive? There has to be more to life than working to live and living to work. Right?
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I am 26, have a degree, no student debt, own a home, and have a stable career. And yet my whole life has only ever been doing what I was told. I feel like I have truly accomplished nothing. I have nobody to talk to: no friends, no lovers, etc. My joints hurt. My skin dries out all year to the point of cracking and swelling. I feel so weak, tired, and hungry all the time no matter what I do.
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I like to read. I also like to watch basketball. If I finish all my chores I can lie in bed and read or watch basketball without feeling guilty. I also want to improve the quality of life for my family and friends. This means learning things I can tell them about, making money so I can do things with them, introducing them to other people I know etc etc.
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