I'm 18 and I already have a fear of dying alone.
I'm a virgin with exactly 0 friends. Where do I even start? My dream of a good wife and 5 kids is looking less realistic by the day. How do you get friends if you've never had a friend?
>>18092422
You go outside as often as possible. Go to places that interest you like comic shops, conventions or whatever. Open up to people and be brave. Its hard but anything worth doing in life is.
You going to die alone no matter what happens, unless you kill your significant other with you.
Every one dies alone, no matter how full their life was. Dieing alone is an irrational fear
>>18092422
You find them here.
why do you want so many fucking kids
>>18092422
I used to be like you.
I changed.
Try going to a social event or just going outside every Saturday and Sunday no excuse.
Follow the /fit/ stick with diet and exercises. I recommend Starting strength
Godspeed
>>18092422
when you die you're not going to say 'WOW AT LEAST I GOT 5 KIDS TO MOURN ME'
stop worrying about how you'll die or what you'll have when you die and worry about what you can have now.
a lot of people tend to have really stupid fantasies. for isntance, a lot of people who want to be writers dont actually fantasize about writing. they fantasize about posing for a picture, being at home, drinking a warm drink, etc. they imagine something cozy.
people who fantasize about being big famous youtubers dont actually fantasize about editing, writing, lighting, and coming up with content. they just fantasize about turning on a camera, and all the comments they get.
fantasizing about a family is the same thing really, you're just imagining walking home to a nice home, smiling at some random woman in your imagination, and eating a dinner.
what oyu're NOT imagining is the pile of bills, the complete mess the kids have made, them screaming about what they want, your wife not wanting to have sex, you only having 20 minutes of alone time before needing to sleep for another day at the office that you dont actually mind cuz at least it gets you away from the kids.
stop fantasizing about potential lives and just focus on what you actually want to DO.
>>18092422
Go to college. It's the best way to meet people and get friends.
>>18092774
This post should go in the 4chan hall of fame.