Not really suicidal but sometimes I fantasize about using suicide as a way out of life.
For example, I might think If I don't get this job, I will kill myself. I feel like I'm walking a tightrope. Is this normal?
Sorry, If it doesn't sound coherant I'm tired
>>18091103
you need to go to a hospital thats not normal what the fuck is wrong with you
>>18091103
could you tell me more on how you're feeling?
I understand what you're saying, thoughts of hopelessness and feelings that life isn't worth living, but they're just thoughts and you don't have an actual plan to kill yourself.
I think you should start seeing a therapist, these feelings wont just go away on their own you need some help to get better.
But can you give us more of a background, why isn't your life going so grand?