just been lying on my bed for an hour thinking about how pointless

Here for you man, sorta get how you feel. What were you going to post to Facebook?

>>18090438
Nice pic.

You must have some sort of social...weakness i.e. boring or just have unrelatable interests.

How old are you?

You sound pretentious.

>>18090465
'I've had a hard time of it in the past, but it seriously never bothered me. fighting for the next day, fighting to wake up better than the day before, improve my lot. even with an empty stomach, even with no roof, at least I had a direction, at least I knew what I wanted. But without stress, without hunger and other hardships I am empty, no path or purpose. a mind that fills the silence with things I wish it didn't, questions I can't answer. I've spent years hunting for contentedness, fitting together errant pieces of my life and yet as ive put it together the picture shown on the pieces seems to show no trace of the happy go lucky image I remembered. maybe the missing pieces can make it more clear, maybe if i swallow my pride, but how can i bite the bullet if i don't know who fired the gun.'

>>18090438
Do it, voice your opinion. Just remember that people might interpret what you say differently.

>>18090527
If that's what you want to post do it man seems like you have some direction in doing that in itself which is what you were looking for

>>18090438
>i dont talk about myself and how shit my life is to my friends, at least when i had any. but maybe if people saw just a part of my mentality they would understand, maybe those who cut off contact would give me some slack for whatever wrong they have percieved?

If you feel social backlash, as stupid as it sounds, go see a priest/ go to confession. He is bound by secrecy, even legally, he listens to your problems, he is free, and - unlike a psychologist - he doesn't try to bullshit you with "analyzing" you.

Go to confession mate.
It helps.

>>18090438
As well:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_Jq38JKN3A

Social Media is cancer, wastes your time and negatively influences you.

>>18090477

Im pretty sure i do now, i didnt used to, but a couple of years with like 20 social interactions over that time will do that to a person i imagine, i feel everytime i find myself in a conversation i feel a little bit more like an autist. but when your life is empty what do you talk about?

>>18090477

also im 26,
jesus, arent you supposed to get more together as you get older?

>>18090548
>when your life is empty
Well, I guess like most anons you have interests in geeky/vidya/anime maybe you can find people with similar interests.

Reason I asked your age was cos even within geek circles most people in their late 20s have formed their social circles.

If your are in your late teens or early 20s, there's still time.

>>18090553
>>18090571
>26

Ah, well its kinda difficult since geek stuff is packed with normies now.

>>18090527
>Just surviving isn't enough anymore

4chan is designed for arguing irrelavant bullshit to fill the silence in the gaps of your life.

>>18090539
>and - unlike a psychologist - he doesn't try to bullshit you with "analyzing" you
I bet you believe the earth is flat too, you piece of shit.

>>18090438
I think it is going to be awkward for you to confess your problems on a social network. You might have some attention, but it is going to be very awkward anyway.

You should probably try talking it out with someone you can trust instead of admitting it on a public enviroment.

i'm thinking maybe i'll post it without the bit at the end with the bite the bullet idiom

1 its a rather depressing post, don't want somebody not knowing the saying and thinking of the big S, more attention, but not the kind i want

2 it also comes off a bit accusatory looking at it again, i mean yes i think part of my social problems are not my own doing, but saying 'one of you is a cunt but i dont know who' doesnt seem great.

>>18090730
just talka about the problems you are currently enduring without getting too suicidal, attention-whorish or pricky about it. It must also be serious or else people won't take it seriously

>>18090730
Don't post it.

It sounds like you don't have great friends anyway. Just find other people.