I'm nineteen. I have ADHD. I have trouble sitting down to do work. I overreact to sadness and freak out. I have a bit of a temper. I can suppress almost all of my other temptations (saying random shit, cutting people off, etc.) I am on medication.
I hate working. I can barely bring myself to do it. I know this sounds like a dumb complaint, everyone hates work. But for me it makes me want to kill myself.
I want to kill myself. I don't want to live as someone who is objectively inferior to other people, especially in such a cutthroat and hard world. My mind is broken. Nobody understands me. Nobody cares to.
What are the odds I will get better?
Meditate and overcome your brains stranglehold over your life
>>18088917
Am I not my brain? How could I do this?