Gf can't stand my father, this is literally tearing me apart,

>>18081744
Wut, why would you kill yourself over this?

Are you and your gf living with your dad?

>>18081751
No, I live with parents, the thing is this makes me feel the worst piece of shit in the world, my ideals of family and relationship are dead.

>>18081755
Sounds like it's time for you to move out. Get your own place if you can, so you're not stuck with your gf in case things change in the future. Everyone moves out of their parent's house eventually - there's no need to feel like a traitor.

You'll be okay anon, it seems stressful now, but it's actually pretty common to have tension when living with parents

>>18081774
I know but I fear my family could think I do this for my gf and not for myself

>>18081840

And why do you care? Everyone has different triggers for independence. They'll tell themselves "I hope she isn't a cunt to live with" and that's all there's to it. Their son is slaying pussy everynight and they'll fucking know it

Seriously OP, stop caring so much about what you're family thinks. They probably want you out of the house sooner rather than later anyways

>>18081840
so do it for yourself and fuck what they think. Seriously, you don't owe your family anything and as annon said it is also natural for most people to leave their parents so unless you leaving will kill him there is no reason to feel guilty. gl OP