Hello i'm a 27 year old Mexican man, i quit my job like 1 month ago because the payment was shit i worked as database administrator full time, (Literally 10 bucks a day or less i'm not bullshitting about this), started to make freelance jobs but i can't seem to find anyone interested in my skills or stuff that is certainly too complicated for me to do. I'm alone, depressed and uncertain of my future.
I feel like my life has come to a halt since 4 years ago, no gf, no wife of course and just working from 8AM to 4 PM everyday, until 1 month ago. I'm a depression patient, currently going to the psychiatrist and actually feeling the benefits from the medicine, but i think my problem is mostly an attitude/discipline problem.
I have just so many cash stashed to survive for 2 more months, i kinda need to find a solution, if you guys could advice me it would be seriously helpful.
>>18076628
we need to know your skills and if you have any degrees, and where you live/job location
>>18076628
>. I'm a depression patient,
See Human Givens, that helped me. Basically, you worry, this causes your brain to gather activation and then you try to sleep and you spend a lot of time in REM state as the brain tries to release the tension. This means you sleep a lot and wake up tired and unmotivated as the neurons have been overworked.