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I don't love my family or my girlfriend. I don't feel anything about other people except that they annoy me. I need to get away, to be on my own, but I can't afford it. More and more I've been entertaining thoughts of suicide because I can't envision a future where I'm doing something I enjoy with people I enjoy; I lack the guts to go through with it, but I do find myself fixating obsessively on this.
I understand these are trademark symptoms of depression, but it's been like this my whole life. What do I do? Who do I talk to? What options are available for creating a future that's tolerable at the very least?
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>>18070620
Img makes my mouth water
People who have everything going for them want to kill themselves
>You privileged shitlord
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where are you at in life anon? working, going to school? have a car? have your own place?
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>>18070642
I live with my mom, have my own car, work at Starbucks. Rent in my area starts at $1200 so I can't even dream of moving out. I have a girlfriend who lives on the other side of the country who wants me to move in with her; we've tried it before and it didn't work out. We're both too unstable.
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>>18070620
There's no easy way out buddy ...
Anyway you decide to go from now on will be hard ....
It's the length that differs ...
To push on for a new day ... ignoring all the pointlessness of life ... and turning your back on your own suffering ....
Or to just fucking end it all because nothing really matters ....
Hopefully you find your cup of tea OP
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>>18070620
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