>After 4 months of no contact and being blocked, she unblocked

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>After 4 months of no contact and being blocked, she unblocked me
>Called her if she was free, talked but then she wanted to start an argument.
>Said I didn't want to start an argument, I just wanted to hear her voice. It makes me happy to hear from her.
>She gets mad and hangs up on me.

I haven't done anything at the moment. I've only written a letter. Probably not going to send it, but who knows. I need to dump it here for potential advice and to just get it out of my system before I do something even more stupid (like post it for real to her):
It would probably be for the best if you'd want to re-block me.

I'm deeply ashamed that after many months I'm still not over you. I had fallen for you at the wrong time, and for that I'm truly sorry. You were unhappy, afraid and insecure when I first found you, and I made it my goal to make you happy to the best of my ability. As I helped you pick up the pieces of your previous relationship, I saw the whole person whom you'd eventually become. I grew to love who you were, and charmed by your perceived physical and personality flaws. You were always beautiful, even when you didn't believe me.

I'm sorry that I was too afraid to admit how much I loved you back when you needed to hear it the most. I regret that things have collapsed to the point where you now resent me because you don't feel the same anymore. It's a painful struggle every day to let you go, but I hope that one day you will find someone who will love you as much and whom can take better care of you than I could.

Thank you for the memories,
Tubby Kitty