I need help please
I'm a tactical asshole, deep inside i'm a edgy faggot with a superiority complex, but i don't want to be alone and i don't want people to notice it so i cover this under many layers of calculated behaviour so that i may come off as ambiguous, that way people can't really tell if i'm nice or an asshole hence they get interested in me
A lot of my moves are calculated, i'm self conscious most of the time so that i can be aware of how to act, what to say, how to say it, etc
I became like that growing up, i don't know how to be myself anymore, it's like the mask became my face (sorry if that sound cheesy)
what can i do ?
I don't want to be an asshole (and at the same time i feel like i sometimes enjoy it)
Military. Go for Drill Sgt/instructor.
Endless supply of ppl to socialize with, and incentivized asshole-opportunities.
>>18067262
>implying i'm going to help an asshole
people like you ruin everything.
>>18067278
i don't want to go to the military
>>18067279
your help wouldn't have been valuable anyway