I don't know how to handle this Please help? I was recently

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I don't know how to handle this

Please help?

I was recently at my fathers house and I found some old stuff in his closet relating to a family divorce we had. I had already come to terms with the divorce and had adjusted (it was 15+ years ago) but I decided to open up a composition book out of curiosity. Basically my father had written down everything that had happened during and after the divorce, from his own point of view. He was just as confused as I am right now, and according to the book, my mother had cheated on him with another man. She completely fucking broke his heart. When I read further, I realized how dishonest my mom was, having multiple incidents in the past related to drugs. She was a liar, a cheat, selfish, manipulative, and a coward. She denied him visitation rights to me and my brother for almost a year. She ruined our fucking family.

I still see my mother often. I don't know whether I should be shaking with anger or bawling my eyes out, but right now it's a little bit of both. I don't know if I can look at her the same way ever again.

Am I overreacting? Should I bring something up?