I have a habit of taking drugs and contacting someone from my

Don't take the drugs?

>>18062228
I have nothing else, it helps me cope.

I mean I can resist gambling, smoking, alcohol but it's the thing that makes me feel alright in the world

Fuck /opi/ dude that shit wrecks your mental health. You're not supposed to feel good that way, really.

If you're being a nuisance to her, you really have to step back and think about how unfair it is for her. She didn't ask for this. The world doesn't revolve around you and your problems and she probably doesn't want to help. The only one that can fix you is you. It's fine if you don't want to fix you yet, but please stop doing opiates man. You don't know what you've got til it's gone. For real.

>>18062231
Find another way to cope

No idea how because I just spend my life not coping but yeah

>>18062244
Someone told me where she lives and I got high and told her where she lives.

I'm not enjoying it I honestly want to kill myself for fucking with people like this but I can't help it.

>>18062267
Remember how you feel now the next time you're about to do something similar. Maybe see a psychologist but don't mention your drug use, they won't help you if you do.

I was in your position once too, difference was I would always pussy out of sending her msgs

>>18062291
My parent was in Vietnam and he'd had anger issues so I get free access for life to that

I already got in touch with a Councillor/psycholgist last month and told them about my drug use