I get panick attacks whenever I see my ex or whenever I stroll

Panic, sorry for the typo.

>>18062175
Yeah. I go to school with my ex and burst in uncontrollable tears when I happen to see my ex.

Used to feel that way yeah..

but my life is so unbelievable in this very respect, that I wish my experiences upon no one..

i had an Asian ex that made me feel that way, years later i saw her again and i didn't feel the same, just thought it was pointless to stick around and left.

years go by, fall in love with girl, lose v to girl even, eventually she leaves me, now the crazy shit starts.. mind you, this was a LDR. I only saw her once in person... okay so I saw a video of her on the main tinychat page, like...original tinychat videos looping...she was in one...dude...like...you have no idea..so i go to this show every year, and at the show, there is a girl that looks nearly identical to her...to the point that i felt scared and felt like my energy was being sucked out of me.. it wasn't till a year later that I developed the courage to approach her..the girl must have been creeped the hell out, because I asked for her name to double check.. and I explained my situation, but then I got a good close look at her, and her teeth were smaller than my ex's..but dude..I was so anxious that i was crippled internally..

things happen. but you become stronger.

She cheated on me, failed my first semester because of her. I will leave the city soon, I plan starting a new life in United Kingdom. I don't want to see her or that city anymore. Whenever I see a person that resembles to her I start having panic attacks.

Yeah, I get that too.
It's been 6 years since my last ex dumped me. He lived the next town over from me. To this day, I still cannot step foot in that town without crying or feeling depressed/anxious. He doesn't even live there anymore, but the whole damn place is just tainted to me.

Thankfully, I never have much reason to go there anyway. My parent's just get pissed at me because whenever I do come home sometimes they wanna go out to eat at the restaurants there, because the wait is usually shorter than the ones in our town, and I refuse to ever go with them unless they'll go to the ones in our town.