I'm constantly depressed
Severely overweight
I spend all my money on an online girlfriend to try to buy her love and friendship
I'm constantly lonely
I think about ending my life frequently
I'm disgusting to look at and repulse others
I just want to be loved
But I guess I don't deserve it
I was made fun of all my life and bullied
I feel like I'm worthless
That's it I guess
No one here will care and you'll likely advise me to kill myself
I probably will
I just wanted some closure or something
Someone to acknowledge me
I'm sorry for wasting your time reading this
Thank you though
>>18051387
Go to a therapist. Diet.
When you'll feel better, go out and meet people - join a class, go to a meet-up, volunteer. Put yourself out there.
It's nothing that you can't solve.
>>18051387
>spending money on an online gf
She's using that money to buy weed so she can lure chad to fuck her. Stop being a fucking idiot.
Stop eating so much and go lift some weights. Your mental health is part of your physical health. So if you're constantly feeling like shit mentally, there's a good chance it's because of your physical health.
OK OP I got the answer to all your problems. Take your online girlfriend money and find a female trainer. Tell her that you will pay her to get you fit on the condition that she goes on a date with you when you get to optimal weight.
You will now be spending your money to both motivate and improve yourself with the possibility of finding love.
>>18051387
>guppy's head
>steam sale
>guppy's tail
>21 damage
Fuck that's good
>>18051387
>Living in bad roomie situation
>Friends at school abroad little communication
>dead end retail job, shit hours
>chronic lower back pain, physio barley helped
>got back together with lazy deadbeat ex
>I don't feel like dying but, depression keeps me housebound
It will be ok anon some days are just shitter
Wow you guys are great
I was expecting you to all tell me to kill myself
Thanks for the motivation boost
I didn't expect help or positivity