I am basically nothing. I am worthless - inferior to my peers

>>18049279
Many ask the same question, the answer is not some sappy thing, it is that you must fight and destroy your enemies.

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>>>why live?

well, i won't tell you the usual bullshit of stay positive, but if you're going to be negative atleast try to do something before let's say you go blind. Write a book or learn a language, watch movies and live as much as you can. Travel and do all the things you want. At the end of the day, when you've done everything you wanted to do come back and ask the same question, i'm sure you'll find the answer in yourself

What do you really want in life?

If there was just one thing?

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>>18049508
Of course. It's all so simple now. Better rig this wheelchair up like a killdozer. Wait, fuck, I don't have any enemies.

>>18049517
Well I've mostly been spending my days watching TV/anime and reading manga. I learned Japanese in high school as a result. I guess I'm already winning. Can't travel because I'm piss broke and can't really work. Tried to get into programming since it's something I could sort of do even though typing wears me out pretty fast. Struggled for a few months but it just wouldn't stick. Sort of an excuse/cop out to quit but I'm literally sub-90 IQ so whatever. Even if I had money traveling is sort of difficult when you're alone, crippled, and dependent on perishable medication. Everything I wanted to do is gone now. Air force pilot, humanitarian, and MMA fighter to name a few off the top of my head. Silly and cliche I know but the last time I had dreams I was 8 or so.

>>18049541
What does that even mean? If I simply must answer I'll say the freedom to choose what I do each and every day. Quite unattainable as a burden of the state. I don't really understand the question though. Can you summarize your desires into one "thing"?

You know already. Nobody cares and nobody ever will. No matter what happens nobody ever understands. People have no empathy or understanding for anything, except what they have experienced. Nobody will help you. Most people are totally worthless retards. Life is completely meaningless. I have spent most of my life suffering for nothing, because I was too weak to end it.
I used to want to care, but I don't anymore. On the internet you can see millions of people in agony, and you won't change anything. It's how it will always be.
Whatever you do, don't listen to other people. I know too much, and philosophy and people's opinions are like poison. In the end it's just another hurdle to fight to go back to what you know already.
There's no reason to spend a day, a hour, a minute or a second in a life you hate, no matter what anyone else says. I have a few diseases, but nothing as severe as yours diagnosed. I would rather die than be disabled, there's nothing more to say, and my opinion won't change. Our lives are separate, there's no point in asking others. There is no such thing as justice. Philosophy is a dead end, you can change it like a glove. If your life is fucked that's how it is, and there is nothing more to it. It's a random fall of the dice, you are on your own, and always will be. You can always only go up or down. If there's no way to go up, there's nothing left to do.
There is no reason to live. We were born into it.