Ever since I was 12 I've cut pretty deeply on my ribs. I

>>18047891
Start with friends. If they are truly your friends they will help. I know you don't want a shrink but you do need to seek professional help to finally stop this and take back your life. It will at least find the root of this and you will find better coping mechanisms that aren't so self destructive. Take a chance with your friends and a professional, heck try a confessional at a Catholic Church if you need to get it off your chest. You admit you need help, but you don't like the solution, but it's better to try that not having tried at all. Be well anon. Oh and if one friend is a douche, that doesn't mean all of them will be. Or get them all together and tell them that you're serious and you need their support. If a therapist doesn't work out for you, try another. Good luck.

Have you ever thought that you are simply a mass of chemical and organic matter?

The only thoughts that matter within you are the ones that construct complexities and cutting yourself has no complexity with it.

Have you ever thought that no matter how you turn it, there is no complex reasoning looking upon your actions as complex actions?

When you have the humility to define your thoughts for what they are and if you can't think for yourself, you have the humility to search for a psychologist, which means a more objective point of view (Especially if they are neurologists and studied science, as psychology would have been plain retarded without it)

What piss me off about people suicidal is that after they don't regognize their are not complex at all, they don't even try to argue why their are complex because "muh individuality", "muh only I can understand myself" "muh depressive drama"

Also your parents are most likely retarded, expect an unstable reaction, just tell you need a fucking psychologist and if they don't give you the money to, go to a psychologist and convince him to convince your parents to go to him, telling him you don't want them to know you cut yourself but you want them to know you need help.

Humility please. Don't be a fucking Anglo-saxon.

Have you ever thought that you are simply a mass of chemical and organic matter?

The only thoughts that matter within you are the ones that construct complexities and cutting yourself has no complexity with it.

Have you ever thought that no matter how you turn it, there is no complex reasoning looking upon your actions as complex actions?

When you have the humility to define your thoughts for what they are and if you can't think for yourself, you have the humility to search for a psychologist, which means a more objective point of view (Especially if they are neurologists and studied science, as psychology would have been plain retarded without it)

What piss me off about people suicidal is that after they don't regognize they are not complex at all, they don't even try to argue why their are complex because "muh individuality", "muh only I can understand myself" "muh depressive drama"

Also your parents are most likely retarded, expect an unstable reaction, just tell you need a fucking psychologist and if they don't give you the money to, go to a psychologist and convince him to convince your parents to go to him, telling him you don't want them to know you cut yourself but you want them to know you need help.

Humility please. Don't be a fucking Anglo-saxon.

>>18047891
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>>18050076
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