> be 20
> eat my boogers
> play with my beard, eat my hair
> watch porn like 6 times a day
> watch all the new gore videos until there are no more
> always anxious
> cyberbullying is my hobbie
> codeine addict
> weed addict (?) not sure i m addict but I "vape" weed every night
> self confidence really low
> don't trust anyone, even my family ( above all my family )
> as neutral as possible
Seriously , should I see a psy ? Whats wrong with me ?
>>18046006
Whats wrong? Basically you have no accountability and are in to escapism.
>>18046014
Well ...
What should I do ? Should I see a psy?
>>18046025
Yes. You answered your own question. Counseling and challenge yourself, and your beliefs.
>>18046032
Am I ill mentaly ?
>>18046032
So it's my fault ?
>>18046040
You'll find out when you get help
>>18046062
Depends
You sound depressed.
>>18046040
probably not, sounds like you're just undisciplined and unmotivated so you find entertainment in low hanging fruit which unfortunately has made you a bit desensitized and given you trust and esteem issues (cyberbully as a hobby will hurt your own psyche way more).
Is it your fault? mostly. i'm sure parenting had something to do with it along the line, but ultimately you're at the wheel.
>>18046088
Wise answers, you don't take any risks. Ant way , thank you for your answer
>>18046105
I think I am. But I ve never been depressed before, so I dont know if its depression or else. Have you ever been depressed ?
>>18046110
So what should I do ? Saying to me"Stop being a bitch" doesnt really help me. Tbh I m gonna see a psychiatrist next week
>Seriously , should I see a psy?
Curious: does this make your problem feel a little bit better? If so, then maybe you need to see a psy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bZkp7q19f0
>>18046154
Yeah you got it , I WANT to see a psy because I think that if I continue this way I ll be fucked up