Hey, the first few times I met my roommate he talked about how

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Hey, the first few times I met my roommate he talked about how his cousin molested him as a child and it's something he brings up fairly frequently while he's high. He talks about hating gay men and hating his family for not believing him mostly, he doesn't talk about it in an adulating way.
Cut to, he's high, he came out of his room to offer me a hit, I accept sit down on his bed, and look at his computer monitor and it says, it's one of those old style forums and i can see he's reading a thread and the banner up top says:
"CHILD'S PLAY" and next to it is a picture of a naked three year old girl exposing her whole body.

so afterward just now, i google "child's play forum" searching for it because i want to make sure it's not cp like i think it is, but i can't find *any fucking record* of this forum on the internet, which only makes me more fucking suspicious? i'm not cool with cp shit at fucking all. i don't care what his "backstory" is. and now i feel creepy about how frequently he tells me (a single girl in my 20s, he's in his 40s but lies that he's in his 20s to a lot of younger girls who believe him because lol he's a black dude and looks younger) that i shouldn't go out alone because there are a lot of serial killers out there, like he seriously tells me constantly about how i should worry for dudes who might want to murder me because they're everywhere, there are so many of them, and he says this ***every time*** i mention anything about my going to the bus or out on a walk or hike or whatever, idk i feel worried but AM I JUST HIGH AND PARANOID