I've got a crucial situation going on atm. I need your help really badly. Here's the short summarized story.
>Be me 7 years ago
>have Schizotypal personality disorder
>Have close friend
>Taken off my meds without my knowledge
>Flip on my friend with this relationship ending savage text message after being off meds for a few months
>No prior history of being mean to them or anyone ever whie I was medicated
>7 years later
>Contact them on facebook
>They're not responding to any messages I sent them
I'm not sure how to interpret this. Because first of all when I finally contacted them again I made the texts a little melo dramatic and really long so the messages may have just been too awkward to respond to. And if she was just straight up ghosting me I think i'd actually be blocked. But I can post on her profile on facebook and I can send messages to her. So i'm not sure how to interpret the situation.
If they realized that I only flipped because I was off my meds I can't see any reason why they wouldn't want to forgive me and be my friend anymore. Wouldn't you forgive me and be cool with me if you found out this happened? I mean come on, I got totally fucked. My friend also had no idea I was diagnosed with this. So that's why i'm so adamant on trying to get through to them.
I'm just not really sure what to do from here.
Hey /adv/ can I get help on this?
I know this sounds hard to relate to and give advice for. But it's essentially just regular "Am I being ghosted or not issue"
We don't have to take issue with any of the mental illness stuff I talked about. I just need to know how to interpret why she's not responding to me and where i should go from there.
>Post thread for help on /adv/
>Nobody answers at all for hours
Wow. Well I guess consider this thread closed then. I'm out. Goodbye.
>>18026786
Before you go OP:
>You are a cuck
That's is all
If you're still here, OP...
Honestly, I don't know if she is or isn't ghosting you.
But it's been 7 years. I'm also pretty damn mentally ill and I get how time can feel, at least to me.
But I think of it this way- I had close friends 7 years ago I might not really want to bother talking to now because I just don't care at this point.
she could still be pissed. She could not give a fuck.
>>18026786
Doesn't help that you posted long story short, then wrote a story so long it is automatically hidden some of it. Try refining it more before posting and maybe you'll get more reads and replies.