I cannot cope with the constant depression, sadness and suicide

>>18013533
Try taking 5-HTP.

It makes me irritable as fuck but honestly it helps.
It doesn't make you feel good. It makes you feel normal. You can function on it.

I didn't realise that the empty hole in my life was depression until I tried it. I suddenly remembered what it was like to be a person rather than just hollow.

>>18013545
Do I need a prescription in the uk?

>>18013556
Nope fellow britbong. Its on amazon.
Side effects I felt were nausea initially. But it passes after about an hour.

>>18013559
I am afraid of buying meds online. What if it is illegal and this wull ruin all my live even worse?

>>18013565
Its not illegal. Nothing on amazon is. They aren't gonna fuck you up worse.
What age are you for reference?

https://www.amazon.co.uk/5-HTP-Strength-Capsules-Months-Supply/dp/B011OIYMSW/ref=sr_1_9_s_it?s=drugstore&ie=UTF8&qid=1486001468&sr=1-9&keywords=5-HTP

Thats the one that helped me.

>>18013569
18
I will try at least, at this point it is too much.

> 14 quid
They are exploiting my suffering for profit. Ree

>>18013574
Contact support lines and look up mindfullness.

That was recommended to me by a girl I knew who kinda got the feeling I was going off the deep-end. Helped me a ton.

Don't think about what you've done wrong, what hurts, think about what you want and what will help you get it. Strip away everything else until that core thing that gets you slightly motivated remains.

>>18013580
I am not eligible for the nhs.