hey /adv/ heres one >break up with gf after 8 months >thought

Try some light socializing outside your current social circle. At the moment, you're isolating yourself with your hatred, which leads to a negative feedback-loop, only ending you up with more hatred.
On a day when you're not feeling as down, go to a place where people who might be open to a random chat go. Think bar, library, local board-game store, or whatever you can think of.

stop going to the youth group? just stop.. you could help ppl in other ways.

run away

To expand a bit on >>18002237:
It looks like that at the moment this is your only social circle, containing people which fill you with loathing. This'll fuck you up royally, conditioning you to associate socialization with feelings of hatred. Stepping outside of that circle, even just for a simple 5 minute chat with a stranger, will allow you to see that socialization doesn't always results in hate for yourself and/or life.

Don't go to the youth group
Shun them from your lives
That's blatant betrayal on both their parts
Find some friends, don't get a girlfriend
Girls will ultimately break your heart more than make you happy
Make some online friends. Find things to do to fill the void. Find a new hobby
Don't go to youth group
If they're there don't go
It'll make you more depressed seeing your ex with your friend
Do you know if she went behind your back and dated him while dating you