About two years ago I got a new coworker. From that very first

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About two years ago I got a new coworker. From that very first day she hit every one of my buttons in attraction, both physically and in personality. She had a boyfriend so I tried to keep my self from getting too flirty while also trying not to get too interested in her.

That didn't particularly work and I fell for her hard.

The other day she came over with the explicit purpose of getting me drunk because she'd never been around when I was. She proceeds to do so, having only two shots all night herself. At some point we snuggled into my bed. My hands ended up all over her, I tested the waters a bit then fingered her and ate her out for about half an hour. We kissed a bit afterwards.

She starts getting dressed and I start spilling my guts. "I love you. Anyone but you would be a compromise. I don't want you to marry this other guy." All that jazz.

She smiled, kissed me more, "why would you want me, wouldn't you prefer X since her boobs are bigger, don't you want Y since her butt is nicer". About an hour later she left.

At this point I don't know what to do. She's coming over some time this week to hang out again, which means I at least didn't upset or weird her out enough for her to break off contact. But now I'm worrying about whether she took me seriously or not.

Did she take what I said as drunken rambling that meant nothing? Or did she take it honestly? At this point I want to sit down with her and say it all straight and sober. That I meant everything I said. But I don't know if that's the smart thing to do.

I'd really appreciate some opinions on what to do and how to handle this situation.