I have been living over the past year being carried by my hope for something to happen. It has changed how I go about my day and is a constant source of motivation and self assurance. I have a number of habits that I have developed because of this. Now my hope is gone. I am horrified. This has been why I have done everything up until now, why I am what I am. What meaning am I supposed to find in life at this point? I feel empty. There is nothing I can do to obtain my ultimate goal, the thing that all my other goals exist for. How can I get over this emptiness?
I'm really sorry that happened OP. What were you working towards? Maybe it still isn't too late.
That's a terrible feeling OP. what happened? What is your ultimate goal?
>>17961772
>What meaning am I supposed to find in life at this point?
likely a new goal ?
c'mon nobody bats 1000 nobody gets everything they want in life
op kinds of reads like typical special snowflake, or hildabeast supporter after TRUMP WON
>>17961772
You should tell us what the goal was anon. then we can help
>>17961772
waiting for something to happen is the way of the fool, my son
you must make things happen
>>17962531
>tfw 20th January is approaching fast
Praise Kek
>>17961772
A year? How about six, yet still having some kind of hope left?
Anyway, what's going on? I might be able to provide some kind of support, if not convince you thing's can maybe get better
OP here. It doesn't really matter what my hope was, it is seriously completely gone. What I am really concerned about at this point is how I can get over my main goal and find something else to strive for. Also, how can I deal with this feeling of nothing I am doing or have done having any meaning? I can get vlover the sadness of the loss but I don't know about this emptiness.
>>17963593
You should seriously tell what's been going on
>>17963432
A year is a bit of an understatement, it was what caused me to choose to go to university and then I chose the degree I am doing just over a year ago because of it, the first major decision I made because of it was then. Lately I have been losing my interest in the degree which is also worrying me a lot.