'Ever down I go..'
Time has lost its meaning
Ever caught in the spiral,
Ever down I go..
Hurting people without meaning to
All to keep from hurting them, am I
protecting them from the grief,
the desperation or the anger that smolders
ever down the surface, never ceasing to burn?
Could it be my strength? That fire,
although its beginning comes from such negative thought?
I'm not sure anymore..
Ever down I go..
From every moment of happiness comes
the guilt, feeling it was all unreal..
Waiting for you to reject me, what other outcome could there possibly be?
Love, for one like me?
Nah, that's just another case of the carrot and the stick.
Good blends with the bad, duality is only an illusion.
Is there even right or wrong, black and white?
It all depends on the perspective of the perceiver.
Everything mixes to gray, ashes and mist,
Bones and dust. Untill all is bust.
Untill all is dust.
Ever down I go..
Beautifully written.
>>17959312
Thanks!
Maybe sometime you could go down on me.
does literally everything have to be mysterious and bittersweet? can't we just have a bit of straight up niceness, thanks. If no one else will then I guess I'll have to.
>>17959409
Sure, where are you?
>>17959431
I live on pen island