The only thing that makes sense to me right now is causing my

a perfect 5/7
also b8

You have achieved buddhist nirvana. You have released all desire and with it, all suffering. Monks have fasted and trained for years to achieve your mindset.

You are a 0/10 on the stupidity scale.

>>17956543

>also b8

I swear to go I am not baiting tho.

>>17956546

I still desire things, its just I don't feel contempt with my... flesh? I am disgusted of me.

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Somebody will surely give me some attention right? Please?

>>17956554
If you still desire things, you should be able to understand that your flesh is a tool to get what you desire and should be cherished.

>>17956646

But what I do to deserve this choice? I am but a worthless sack of bones. Am I to serve my own purposes? Or to be dragged around forever, below others?

Why do I want to rip my skin, destroy my face and get rid of anything that composes me?

>>17956537

>I am not ok with my way of life,
so change it
>nor with the suffering my mother has carried so far,
so change that
>nor with the insults of her and the people.
so change it

>At this point in my life, all I see is the absurdity of my existence and the laughable situations I've been through and I feel nothing.

You said you weren't okay with some stuff going on right now so I'm gonna say you're feeling at least discontent?

You eat to continue to live. It's simple. These things that you're unhappy with should be seen as motivation for fixing your situation in life right now.

>>17956665
>Am I to serve my own purposes?
no, you are to service my purposes, you report at 6:00 am tomorrow dont be late