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i don't even know if i have the energy to type this all out but here goes
i am a non-person. 21 y/o male uni student. no energy to do anything. very depressed.
what point is there to getting out of bed if i don't have a reason to? i don't have any hobbies or anything pleasurable to do. i keep trying to pick new things up but i just don't fucking care. exercise is shit. nature is shit. playing an instrument is shit. learning a new language is shit. relationships are shit. school is shit. video games are shit. anime is shit. it's gotten to the point where i just read the news and look at 4chan all day (when i'm not sleeping). this is my second attempt at uni. the first time i lasted a year before i withdrew and tried to kill myself. then i tried being NEET and i was still miserable. now i'm back at uni and i'm just as unhappy but now i have responsibilities (that i can't meet) to go along with it. i'll probably drop out again before the semester is over.
i try everything and i just crash and burn. meds don't help. therapists don't help. alternative therapy doesn't help. hospitalization doesn't help. doctors can't find anything wrong with me physically.
besides, who cares if i slip through the cracks? i'm a racist, sexist, miscegenated mongrel. i'm worth nothing to society
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is it over for me
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>>17956205
Just kill yourself.
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>>17956215
hopefully i grow the balls to do it.
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>>17956205
Self fulling prophecy. Your life sucks, because you cut yourself from everything. The more you waste your life, the more miserable it will become. You are doing nothing for your future and bleek it will further look.
How about you try and take some pride that you have life and opportunities that others would kill to have. Also, why don't you see that you're ruining your future-self. If you don't care about present self, at least care about future-self and how you're condemning him.
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>>17956238
>When you're doing well and being productive, no one ever tries to shut you down, stop you, or remove you from the competition. Why would they every do that? You're silly anon. It's only because you want your life to be unfortunate that it is so. Completely ignore the entire definition of the word. In fact, forget the definitions of all words!
Where do these people come from?
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>>17956238
i wasn't any happier when i was active in my life though. when i was getting good grades, spending my weekend socializing, was /fit/, vollunteering, and dating was when i first became depressed and having thoughts of suicide.
my future-self is the same as my present self. i agree that i can continually make my future self's life worse, but that doesn't mean i can make it better. best case scenario, my future self is as unhappy as i am now. worst case scenario, he is more unhappy. or maybe dead
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>>17956205
Try Adderall
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>>17956246
You're a fucking joke a completely missed my whole point.
Do you think I enjoyed the awaradness of high school and college? I went because I cared about my fucking future. I didn't want to be some homeless person begging for food/life every fucking day. I took pride in being above that. That's why I did whatever I could to set my life up. Whenever faced with failure, there was a back up mechanism that I already had to help myself, because I cared about me. If you're too stupid to not care about yourself, then of course you're going to be a miserable fuck.
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>>17956257
isn't adderall addictive? most uppers give me bad side effects
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>>17956260
and i'm OP, not the guy you were responding to, but why should i care about myself? what reason do i have to be "successful" if success never has made me happy before? i'd just be putting up with constantly getting jewed by work so that i can come home to nothing that means anything to me. is that all my life offers me?
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>>17956281
Do you even enjoy confort? Taste in food? If you remotely do, then that's still worth living for. Ensure you make a decent income to satisfy that or even being able to reward yourself.
Additionally, maybe human interaction isn't for you. That's why a lot of these people have pets. See if a dog or cat will bring some meaning to your life. You being responsible for a life and giving it conforts.
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>>17956297
>food
not really. when i get really depressed i go for a day or two without eating because i just don't care enough to feed myself. sometimes when i should be hungry i get nauseated at the idea of food.
>pets
i like animals, but only in small doses. whenever i become responsible for something else's wellbeing, i begin to loathe it. that's why my dog is now at my parent's house, i just can't find the motivation to be a good pet owner.
>>17956301
i'm a big fat mess. low energy. sad!
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>>17956269
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Erd%C5%91s#Personality
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>>17956384
interesting. i had heard bad things about adderall. maybe it's fine.
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>>17956205
Bump. I'm in the same situation
from?
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>>17956517
southern US. you?
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>>17956517
>>17956571
Buffalo Buffalo boo! This is a top thread you guys are in! Oh my god this is the best I've seen in a year on this board. Great stuff!!!
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>>17956571
Norway
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>>17956611
i thought scandi countries were rated as the happiest in the world. lol
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>>17956649
It's a meme created by the global elite. They portray Scandinavia as this socialist utopia in because of their agenda to make USA and European countries socialist in their military dictatorship
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>>17956910
fugg... (((they))) win again
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