I'm conflicted. I've always repressed it but I secretly

>>17953296
I've always wanted to be a ninja.

>>17953296
Is it your life or is it your parents' life?

>>17953397
Mine but let's be real what is the greater good? Sure I want to feed into desire but the ultimate good would be public service.

Can't you try to find some sort of middle ground?

You can be a cute femenine guy and still whip ass as long as you're confident in your self.

>>17953296
Ai, cara, você não precisa conforme totalmente com os expectativas dá sua senpaiília. Abraçar seu individualidade. Você não precisa usar arcos, marcha em manifestações, ou fazer outra faggot shit. Joga na fora suas inseguranças.

Friendly reminder that literally 100% of the transgendered people actually going through surgery/hormone therapy become suicidal

>>17953433
Friendly reminder that you're projecting, or this is bait.

>>17953403
This seems like a really black and white way of looking at things. Either the "ultimate good" or just a life of self indulgence? I live life with a balance of the two and I'm pretty happy with it. Maybe just download grindr and use that for a day or two?

>>17953438
You wish I was projecting. Trannies have a severe mental illness and letting them fuck themselves up more by enabling those stupid ideas is sadistic.

>>17953433
This, extremely few actually pass.

Unless you're naturally very femenine, you won't make it, then you'll either live in denial or regret and both will get you depressed as hell.

Just be a twink, accept that you're a man but freely express your femininity. You get all the perks of being a man while you can still be cute.

>>17953403
But what is good anon?

>>17953296

im not saying you shoulod take like altering hormones. but you should consider the surrounding details.

a lot of us also want to be alpha muscle men and COULD afford to do so, but dont because it doesn't actually matter. you being a trap isn't actually as important as the situation a trap would find himself in.

so why not just date dudes if you want to date dudes?

as for what they expect of you, its unrelated to your sex / dating life, but do you REALLY want to be a public servant at all? doing things just cuz parents want you to is pretty dumb

>>17953638
I'm a bit vain and wanted to be cute if I was to go that way, and if I had to work then yes I would want to be a public servant because that's where I feel I would be most useful to society, but if I where to pass as a trap I'd rather be a house"wife". I think I'm gonna start loosing weight, get down to 160 and determine from there if I'd pass or not after If I take HRT. If I can then I'll make my final decision accordingly.

>>17953675
Going against the advice of the rest of the thread, but my ex girlfriend is mtf. She looks amazing and she used to be a dude you'd consider macho AF. The only thing is, if you've started thinking and have realised that you'd prefer to be your true self, you're never going to be 100% happy again until you are. I wish you luck and minimal mood swings if you decide to go forward, and if you do post again in this vein /lgbt/ have a ton of resources to let you know what you're getting into before you do it.

>>17953675

>if im gonna do it i have to look a certain way

sorry to tell you but you will never look the way you want. no one does. everyones chasing an idea of what they are supposed to do and most of us fail. unless you already look faggy as fuck, you're not going to be able to do this. so why take hormones just to fulfil a sexual fantasy?

just get with the kind of guy you want to get with. you dont need to be a 'house wife'.

please separate your sexual fantasies from reality. its okay to have the sex, but you dont NEED to be the person in the pornos.

>>17953687
Alright, you're right, I'm just gonna repress and do what I was born to do rather than chase this mental illness fantasy.

>>17953693
Just make sure it is a sexual fanatasy, because if its anything else you're trans.

>>17953693

>FINE IM GOING TO INSIST THAT IM NOT ALLOWED TO DO ANYTHING SINCE YOUS AID THIS ONE LIFE ALTERING DETAIL ISN'T SO WISE

dude, its not a 'this or that' situation. there are gay public servants. you are gay. you dont even want to chop your dick off, you want to be a fem boy.

so just date a guy. stop acting like its an all or nothing situation. you'd get bored as a house fag with no kids.

>>17953403
Yes, let's all live for the "ultimate good" and sacrifice ourselves so that our children can sacrifice themselves better

If you keep waiting the result will be worse later on

>>17953717
When did I say we should all live twords an ultimate good? I just happen to come from a Aristotelian world view so personally I would want to do it.

>>17953713
No I gotta present a certain way if I'm gonna do public service and find myself in a leadership position. Homosexuality amongst the aristocracy may have flown in the Roman Empire but most presidents, cabinets, house reps are straight Christians.

Hey op. Just establish a life in which you can support yourself and indulge in that stuff later on. I want to fuck hoes all day every day but i double check my money and pride and needs before i start talking to any. It would be worse if you did this and your family gets to say you threw your life away for this, than if they could name all of your accomplishments, are responsible as fuck, can still rock breasts and dresses.

>>17953732

you are not going to be president, there are gay house reps, and times are a changing.

either way, do what you want, but don't CHANGE yourself for a sexual fantasy. thats not doing what yo uwant, thats changing who you are. big difference.

again you don't actually need to be on HRT to be a qt feminine dude with a nice boyfriend. that is just an added detail you've added to the fantasy.

go to craigslist mrm section in los angeles and you'll find lots of guys in their 50s wanting to be the 'son' looking for a 'dad' to have sex wtih.

because how they look/are doesn't actually matter its what they DO that matters.

think about it.

>transgender

what's your home state OP? could either a boon or political suicide depending on the answer

>>17953785
NY

>>17953748
fuck off with your daddy fetish retard

christ everyone on this board is either telling you to live like they do or trying to shill you on their disgusting fucking habits

you're all mentally ill, and you expect me to believe a word that comes off of this board much less follow it? LOL

>>17953788
they will put you into office solely to spite Trump.

fucking do it