>want a pure loving loyal relationship with a girl when I'm

>>17948497
Fucking sluts is better
Lost it when I was 14 to a "virgin"
Didnt matter I've fuck a lotta bitchs and i remember little.
Though I was fucking drunk/high a lot.

well then just keep watching porn and masturbating, i guess

>have a loyal relationship when not having sex
>turn her into a cumslut and whore when you are having sex

wow, that was difficult

>>17948497
Get a fuck buddy.

>>17948497
Convert to Islam

Get a qt hijab wife for the loyalty

Put a hijab on a slut when necessary

Ez

Start dating and have a few FWBs, maybe even a few bootycalls.

>>17948497
if you live in america then slut it up since there are no more good girls there (even the "conservative" ones consider flirting "not a big deal jeez hee-hee")

if not then keep looking, I'd suggest getting a Fatima or Melike since they're good wives

>>17948497
Find a girlfriend and fuck her when you feel like you want to cum in someone? Not an option?

>have loving relationship with best girl to ever enter my life
>find out she's been having secret online affairs behind my back
>break up with her over it
>get back together, trying to salvage what we had
>can't get boners
>catch her faking orgasms with me
>feel really inadequate
>sex is boring 'cause I get get a hardon to do anything with around her
>catch her emailing that guy again
>break up again
>get back together again
>still a shell of a relationship
>keep catching her in the whitest of lies
>she leaves work early to hang out at my house for a bit
>ask her what she planned on doing, if she was going to play any Dark Souls 'cause I'd recently gotten her into it
>she says yeah
>follow up with her later about it
>she makes up an elaborate story of how she started the game up, and died and then tried again but kept losing so she turned it off
>I get home
>Dark Souls game is still in it's case
>my game is still in the xbox
>she never put it in
>she never played it
>no idea what she did in the two hours I wasn't there
>call her out on it
>mention this is exactly what my problem is with her, why I can't trust her, and that if she ever wanted this to work she would know to cut that out
>elaborate on how it's a completely irrelevant to lie about playing a video game
>just say you watched youtube or looked at meme's on your phone or something
>like, damn why do you have to pretend to be interested in my shit, and fake an entire story just to try and win me over
>she'd already lost me anyway
>stupid lying cheating bitch
tldr don't take an ex back.

>>17950081
w-wrong thread? op was asking about how to deal with conflicting feelings of either dating a nice woman or just fuggin a bunch of sloots

>>17950097
I just wanted to vent.. :/

>>17948497
well that basically sums up female sexuality as well

just replace sluts with chads

>>17950081
Seriously man.
I can't imagine someone going back after 1st cheat. You've been asking for it.

I was catching my ex on lies but never had proofs for real keking.

When I've found one, I've ejected with solid no contact for eternity.

>>17950130
That's how I tried to do it the first time.

But, I had a friend saying in one ear I was over-reacting because it was just online, and not IRL, and then in the depression from the break up, 'cause we were together about 2 years at that point, I convinced myself I could get over it, and it really wasn't that bad, and I was just lying to myself.

>>17950142
shit advice

Mine were telling me to drop her even ib4 the happenings

>>17950158
Yeah.. Oh well. She meant well, she just wasn't raised right. Abusive family, all that jazz. I really wanted to help her, and I'm sure I did as she realizes what she's done. I know she'd take me back again in a heart beat, but I could never trust her.

>>17950168
My story.

Dignity and self-respect go before the "good guy" or you are just a pathetic sucker. You've learned your lesson I see, so did I.

>>17950099
its okay anon were all friends here

>>17950469
thanks, still pretty down about it.

It's been about 3 months now. :/