Why do i always try to be sad? When something good happens (very rarely) i listen to sad music and remember sad stuff so that i can be sad once again, i always look for sad comics/mangas to read to make me feel even sadder.
The thing is: i'm not doing that to get attention since nobody cares about me, i have no friends and my parents think i'm a failure so nobody will give me attention.
Maybe you enjoy the feeling of sadness?... Many people do.
The thing is, good emotions are enjoyable too. You should try and give yourself the oportunity to cheer up for things.
>>17943223
Because tragedy is good art.
>>17943223
Perhaps you feel like you don't deserve to be happy.
Maybe some part of you feels guilty when you're happy, so you need to sabotage it because good feelings "aren't for you"
>>17943350
sadly I do not enjoy sadness
One last shameless bump